Here I go again. I transformed so much over a past year and mostly because of him. I did something I would never do, which just shows me how I would actually do anything just to forget about him. To get him out of my mind and be able to do things. Cuz right now I'm really not capable of doing anything. Not to mention how hard it is not to write him a messeage. It literally takes all of the self control I posess.
But how can that be love? Or is it? Or maybe it's called obsession? I don't know. All I know is that I've never felt this way. Ever.
It will pass. I know someday it will pass. It must.